Take the piss out of me, laugh at me for saying this or whatever, this needs to be said. Not just here, but other places too.
To everyone that I've been a twat to since I joined FM, I'm sorry. I know I've done this before, but something happened today that has made me realise just what kind of person I've been over the past year, and it's not pretty.
It's like there's one person you pin all your hopes on? And you put them first, and you forget about others, and you think you'll never need to be close to them because you have that one person? So you treat other people like shit, not caring what they think because you still have that one person who is always there. And then one day, they aren't there, and all of a sudden you realise what you've been doing? Well it's pretty much like that.
It's now I'm realising what a cunt I really am, and I'm sorry.
inb4 tl;dr